I've never felt so intimidated by a new surrounding and that was really dissapointing.
I need to leave my comfort zone soon before I loose my ambition to leave.
I can't stop having nightmares about this girl.
She haunts me.
She's more like poison to my blood stream I can't extract.
Randi Kay and I had an amazing talk about life.
But the phrase "It's easier said than done" couldn't be more prevelant in my life.
I invest my emotions into things that dissapoint me. Inatiment objects.
My life has become overwhelmed with things that shouldn't matter to me,
and I'm losing sight of the things I truly care about.
I feel dead.
I don't know when I slipped into this funk,
but it needs to stop.
I can't enjoy anything...